Can I be what I was again,
The one you hate, but is interesting?
Though I prefer not to be hated.
Can I be an unfinished story,
A chew-toy in another limerence?
Though I prefer stories finished.
I will sacrifice myself all over again,
And spend the next years in quiet misery.
I will give all of me for you to be loved
Wear my greys and kill my yellow history.
Can I be me, by the name from my papers
The despicable little bully that I no longer am?
January 07th, 24th and 27th 2016 & March 26th, 2017
Re-titled on December 06th, 2016. Can't remember the original name to save my life.