Duša viška / A Spare Soul

Duša viška

Ona kaže da naučiš da plačeš sama,
navikneš se da praznina u tebe zija,
ona kaže da treba da se povučem,
kako se u jadima ne bih udavila.

I naučiš da je sve tvoja krivica
i da nemaš prava, kako god bilo.
Ništa nije, al' sve je protiv tebe.
Uradila si nešto pre mnogo godina
i evo ga sad, kao dokaz da ne valjaš.

Imaš li dušu viška, da je žrtvuješ?
Imaš li želudac za tako nešto?
To nije za svakoga.
To nije za mene.

Ona kaže da svesno biraš tu patnju,
da je svaki dan kraj i početak, škola.
Ona kaže da nisam neko ko bi mogao
da prođe to i ne presamiti se od bola.

Radeći ovo, ja kršim obećanje,
šta ću, samo sam običan smrtnik,
koji ne želi da ga zakolju u divljini.
Sa ove strane nemaš pravo ni na šta,
deblji kraj čamca tone prvi, uvek.

Imaš li dušu viška, da je žrtvuješ?
Imaš li želudac za tako nešto?
To nije za svakoga.
To nije za mene.
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A Spare Soul

She says that you learn to cry alone,
Get used to the void starring at you,
She says that I should be gone,
Otherwise I would drown in the blue.

And you learn that it's always your fault
And that you have no rights, whatsoever
Nothing's against you, yet everything is.
You did something bad years ago, it's
Ready to be used against you, now.

Do you have a soul to spare?
Do you have a stomach for it all?
It's not for everybody,
It's not for me.

She says that you willingly opt to struggle,
That every day is an end and a start.
She says that I'm not the kind
To go through it and not lose her heart.

By doing this, I'm breaking a promise
Just a mere mortal I am, a plain Jane,
Not willing to be choked in a jungle.
You have no say on the other side
The heavy side will always sink first.

Do you have a soul to spare?
Do you have a stomach for it all?
It's not for everybody,
It's not for me.

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