Ne volim te više / I don’t love you anymore

! This post was written long ago. What you're reading is not necessarily how I feel about things in 2017. This blog was started by an 18-year-old in 2001. Please, keep that in mind before you freak out.

I have not writed any p..ms in ages. So, time I wrote some more. For a long period of time, almost a year, I had a problem with p-words of similar nature to the one you're about to read actually being put on the internet as I thought I could be doing something criminal. Today, I don't think so. P-words are either the result of how the writer felt at the exact moment they wrote them or the result of some feelings piling up and about to be defined. In my case - this poem mocks both people in it and doesn't mock them at all at the same time.

This p..m solely depends on its last line. The protagonist is basically forcing the thought of not feeling anything for the other person anymore, then they wonder about two different sides of them - one they experienced incognito and one they experienced with an actual nametag on. The anger comes from the second situation, it's exactly how the protagonist reacted to whatever the actual event was.

In the end, well...the protagonist will never know what the other person thought in any of these situations and if there's anything they should be offended about or anything the other person was/is offended by. Or maybe they will...there's no such thing as truth. This p-word took 10 and half months to put on paper.

Ne volim te više

Ovo će biti grubo: ne volim te više,
prosto se gadim pomisli o tebi
surova je istina da si samo budala
i da umeš samo da krivudaš,
a ja nasipe ne umem da pravim.

Misliš da sam majmun, ja mislim da si ti to isto,
dobra sam sve dok ne otvorim čeljusti
i krenem da, zamisli, govorim...
Istina je, istina je, ne volim te više!

Ovo će biti surovo, ali ne volim te više,
prosto se gadim tvog odsjaja u svojim očima,
surova je istina da sam samo budala,
i da sam betonirala korito reke,
a ti se toga groziš.

Misliš da sam kuče, ja mislim da si ti to isto,
dobar si sve dok ne počneš da laješ
i uvek te neko drži na lancu, kao ti mene.
Istina je, istina je, ne volim te više.

Istina ne postoji.

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I Don't Love You Anymore

This will be blunt: I don't love you anymore,
I'm sickened by the sole thought of you,
the truth is cruel, it reads you're just a fool,
and all you can do is meander
and I can't build a damn.

You think I'm an ape, well so are you,
I'm good until I open up my mouth
and start forming some actual words...
It's true, it's true, I don't love you anymore!!!

This will be painful, but I don't love you anymore,
I'm sickened by your reflection in my eyes,
the truth is cruel, it reads I'm just a fool,
and I have asphalted the river mouth,
and you find it sterile.

You think I'm a dog, well so are you,
you're good until you start barking,
and you're always on a leash, like one you have me on...
It's true, it's true, I don't love you anymore!!!

There's no such thing as truth.

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