March 21, 2007 » Don’t Like Reality
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I am serious. I don't like some aspects of real, or, let's be more precise, realistic life. This month I had more than a teaspoon of it, perhaps a whole soup spoon and I don't think I enjoy it. Why? Because it brings me extreme nervouse, a fairly visible amount of anxiety, a strange need to eat more and sleep more and...blah, whatever I'm talking about, it's not for me. Or, if it is, it was meant to happen sometime else, involving some other people. There was an evening this month I will always remember, as something that has never happened before, but after that day, everything went downhill. No damage was done to me physically, but mentally, I 've been a-bombed. It's not for your ears, mostly. I might explain my LiveJournal friends what did (not) happen and how DUMB I'm feeling at the moment. Doubt it will change.
There will be a little server move occuring here one of these days. Yes, again. And, before I was notified about this, I went on to check what's up with my hostees and realised that a couple of them have moved or closed and that a guy who has not talked to me in more than a year is using the webspace that used to belong to his website as image hosting space. How charming, how very freakin' charming. So, on this note I would like to thank people who did tell me they were leaving and to thank Marie, Felicia and Vera for being amazing hostees. Wherever I go, I'll bring the three of you along with myself! 
And hosting shall be closed for everyone else, I believe.
Spring has arrived today, too. Today at 1 in the morning. For the last time on 21st March in Europe. Next year 21st March will be the second day of springs, but who knows where we'll all be in 366 days time?
Iva is the owner of this blog. She's a web designer who loves poetry way too much and won't stop writing it. She also runs a couple of other websites, such as this one.
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aww... *hugs Iva VEEERYYY tightly* I'm glad I' not causing you any troubles. Than again, I'm so insanely grateful for having been offered to be hosted that I'll always cherish it
I'm so ashamed now. I haven't really been busy enough online, but I'll make up for it. I blame it all on senior year
Anyway... I'm bustling off to LJ to nose more about your life
Hey Iva!
I don't wanna bother you or anything... but I would just like to let you know that I've "abandoned" my blog that was hosted by you because it wasn't working anymore... so I didn't wanna bug you with that because I know you're a very busy person and you have a lot on your plate anyway...
Just thought I'd clarify that. Having said that, I also wanna say that it's ok. I've been using my LJ a lot, and the good thing about it is that you can choose who gets to read stuff, which is good. You know almost everything that went on with me in 2006, it was a horrible year for me. So now I don't trust a lot of people, though you'll always be in that small group of people whom I actually trust to read my most private entries.